"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
My left eye's sore. Got tembel. Sore due to too much crying and wailing and all shit. Cry due to the complicated matters in my relationship. Sore due to peeping at naked guys and pono.
Yah right. Go on, believe in what i have just said. And you are the world's Genious.
Really sia. My left eye hurt soo much. I suspect its due to my carelessness this few nights. While doing my assignments, i fell asleep- on the floor. Without washing up and everything first like how i usually do before doing to sleep. So when im dirty, it attracts crocroaches to come and unfortunately pee on my left eye. Haha. Yah its disguisting. But i have been believing in this theory, that have been passed generation after generations. Is it a myth afterall?? Or is it a fact?
*sigh*
Talking about generations, I straight away think about my parents. My relationship with them, or issit bond, have become wierder these few days. Well, its the term break this week and i spend extra time with them at home. And i found myself talking to them, especially my mum when we are eating our lunch and dinner and it dragged on for hours. Sometimes until i forgot to watch Spongebob at 1:30. She went on talking about her encounters with her fellow siblings this few days and how she's able to cope with it, her past experiences and all. At the same time she's reminding me more about the tough side of the world, working life, motherhood life, all kinds of people and their sucky attitude and everything. We broke into laughter most of the times. Sometimes we went on gossiping. LOL!! I can see that now, my mum treat me like a friend, an adult, a 17-to-be daughter. The way she talks to me. Its like, yar i can see the difference. Its not like last time when she totally believe in the authoritarian approach. (wah, ECH seh...) I mean, she still nags lah of course. But i dont know. Yar, even my father, this morning when we are having our breakfast. He's like talking while advising my brother that he should give more percentage of his pay to my mum. That 50 dollars is too little if he were to compare with what my mum have done for him all this while. That no matter how small our income is, when we give to our mum, it will be more berkat (blessed?). And all that stuff lah. I dont know. Its just. The way he talk. Its like so calm and soothing and all.
I dont know. I just feel different about my parents. Maybe they realised that their children is all grown up now anyway, so whats the use right to shout at us? And maybe they realised that their life span is shorter already and they have to make full use of it and carry on to bring us up.
Oh my god. I suddenly feel like crying. Thanks to god, that my parents have change for the better. Like, "Say no more to Authoritarian approach!!"
LOL!!!
Am i selfish?? I think i am. Shoot. Im so sorry flashlighto0o0.
Oh my god. I spend ages for this entry. I better get back to my assignments people. Have a wonderful weekend and bai!!
*screaming to my fellow 4e3 exclassmates while waving my hand enthusiastically- I MISS YOU GUYS!!*
super kawaii :D
